Monday, December 24, 2007

Opening to the Christmas Eve message at EFC


Christmas Eve always seems to sneak up on me here. I think it’s because of the weather. After seventeen years away from the Canadian prairies, it still doesn’t look or feel like Christmas.

If you have never experienced cold…like dead-of-winter-cold…you cannot imagine what it is like. That is why the story of one of the most famous toddlers in Canadian history amazes me.

February 23, 2001, Erika Nordby was 13 months old. It was dead-of-winter-cold in Edmonton, Alberta. -24 C (-11 F). If you’ve never experienced that, all you need to know is that it is way colder than you could comprehend.

Sometime during the night, while her mother slept, 13-month-old Erika Nordby got out of the house wearing only a diaper and a T-shirt. Hours later, Erika's mom noticed she was gone…and she freaked out! There could not be any way to describe what went on inside her when she found Erika, lying in the snow, frozen stiff. She rushed Erika inside and wrapped her as snugly as she could. By the time paramedics got there, Erika's heart had not been beating for as long as two hours; her lungs had long since stopped and her body temperature had fallen to 16°C (61 °F). She was clinically dead. (That may not be the kind of story you expect to hear at a Christmas Eve service…but stick with me.)

The paramedics did not give up. They began CPR, inserted a breathing tube and rushed her to hospital. One story explained how they took blood from her little body, warmed it and then put it back into her.

Just as they were about to hook up a machine that would make her heart beat, it started to beat on its own.

Within a day, Erika was eating, drinking from a sippy cup, watching TV and chattering to whoever came in the room. A month later, Erika Nordby went home, with a small skin graft on her left foot (from frostbite) the only permanent damage on her little body.

Everyone said it was a miracle. The experts said that Erika’s entire body, including her heart, had frozen so quickly that it was perfectly protected, and that once warmed up, her body was able to start up again as if nothing had happened.

This evening, with people all around the world celebrating Christmas, I want to focus on one part of that story.

Her heart. Frozen. Solid. By most definitions, dead. But in the words of Miracle Max from “Princess Bride” –

“There's a big difference between mostly dead and all dead. Mostly dead is slightly alive.”

That is the hope that “came alive” that first Christmas and is just as alive today.

A lot of people spend a lot of their lives with hard, frozen hearts. Unlike Erika’s, most don’t freeze suddenly; it is often a long, slow process...often with all kinds of things playing a part.

If we were forced to be completely transparent, most of us would have to admit that we have corners of our hearts that are at least a little frosty.

As we make our way through any given day, things come up and we are tempted to let bits of our hearts turn cold…to God or to people…or both.

But again, “There's a big difference between mostly dead and all dead. Mostly dead is slightly alive.” Because of that, there is hope for any heart. The hope “came fully alive” that first Christmas and is just as alive today; the hope that God gave to and through the Old Testament prophet, Ezekiel:

“I will sprinkle clean water on you, and you will be clean. I will cleanse you from all your uncleanness and your idols. Also, I will teach you to respect me completely, and I will put a new way of thinking inside you. I will take out the stubborn hearts of stone from your bodies, and I will give you obedient hearts of flesh.” (Ez. 36:25-27, NCV)

The promise is extended to all…no matter how old or young, rich or poor, pretty or ugly, strong or weak, dark or light, brilliant or simple.

You don’t need amazing abilities or looks or power or wealth…you just need a simple, ordinary heart…one that is willing to be softened, warmed and transformed.

Tuesday, December 11, 2007


"I'm dreaming of a white Christmas..."
No, honestly I am. My first Christmas in Ecuador was in 1990...and it is as weird today as ever. You would think that at some point my brain would make the adjustment and accept the reality that snow (and bone-chilling cold) is no longer part of my seasonal reality.
This is the closest we could come. We are on the fringe of the glacier on Mt. Cotopaxi -- above 17,000 feet (I actually had the gut-wrenching privilege of summiting it several years ago; over 19,000 feet was indescribable for this prairie boy).
You may notice the prairie boy is in a t-shirt and the Cal-gal looks dressed for Saskatchewan!

...okay, so the "blog rookie" is starting to take some tech baby steps. The earlier attempt at inserting page 1 of our latest newsletter actually worked...so I press one with the second page. Close my eyes, say a little prayer and click "publish post."

...okay, so now I am just experimenting. This is the front page (and, in my oinion the most exciting part) of our latest prayer letter. This "blog rookie" is curious to see how it comes across in blog form.
(oh, if you're new to this sort of thing, just click on the image and it should open up for you; same for the second page)

Sunday, October 28, 2007

Unexpected blessing!

She is gorgeous, isn't she? Sixteen years into a marriage with one as beautiful as Beth and I still can't help but grin when I have a strong suspicion that someone is giving us one of those, "What is she doing with him?" looks.
Nine days ago we celebrated our sixteenth anniversary and today the elders stunned us with a surprise gift for "Clergy Appreciation Month." Part of it is a certificate for a night at this absolutely fabulous Italian restaurant...run by the kind of New York Italian that you would expect to love running that kind of place (...just so there is no confusion, this photo was not taken there!).
Isn't it just like God to stir people to do something like that right when you're ready to slip into a first-class, self-centered pout and sing, "Nobody likes me, everybody hates me, guess I'll go eat worms." (...although I have learned to come up with some more refined, mature ways to suck my thumb as Lead Pastor.) I admit I am human enough to bask in the gesture of love -- and in a matter of moments will crawl into bed on a Sunday evening with a far-too-rare sense of gratitude for God's hilarious orchestration of my life in this hilariously diverse organism known as English Fellowship Church.

Thursday, October 25, 2007

first steps


If you track the demographics and the labels that accompany them, I would have to admit that I am a "Bummer." That is, part Buster, part Boomer. I am right at the break point that separates the two in pretty much any article or book that I've seen on the subject.
That affects this first posting. On the one hand, I am just barely young enough to know that blogging is one of "the" methods of communication in '07. On the other hand, I am just barely old enough to be somewhere between intimidated by and terrified of technology that your average 11 year-old can master faster than it takes for a Wii to power up.
Anyway, it involves writing...which I hope proves to be a positive thing. Writing is one of my favorite forms of therapy (cathartic venting?)...so, if nothing else, this is an outlet/excuse for that.
Whether anyone joins me in my blog journey is yet to be seen.

Peace (in the fullest biblical sense of the word)
For the Kinzels in Keeto,
Len